I will admit to you guys, I have had a very shitty Christmas break.
Yet there are good things that have happened. I just don’t know what to do because there are just as shitty things that have happened.
I lost my boyfriend. My dads being a dick. I almost died.
Yet I’m getting my license, got my car, and I have worked a shit ton.
I just don’t know how to feel. I feel very withdrawn from society and don’t want to talk accept to one or two people. It’s just fucking ridiculous.
Plus I’m spending tonight waiting on a call that I doubt will come, watching Supernatural, listening to musical soundtracks and eating.
Fuck my life. Fuck it.